Nobody will probably read this.

But, right now I feel like a failure. Nothing new, haha.
I feel as if I'll never create something beautiful. I keep drawing a lot, and while in the process of making something, i think it looks great. But when I finish it, it looks completely terrible.
Comparing my work to other deviants, I see huge differences. I see so much talent in all of you people, but I see nothing in me. When I look at my drawings, they look blank. Empty.
No talent, no potential.
I'm constantly thinking how everyone's work is much better than mine. Constantly feeling sorry for myself, when I shouldn't be. I should shut up, stop complaining, and PRACTICE.
I keep telling myself I need to get better at drawing, and the only way to get better is to practice!
But whenever I go to paper, nothing ever freakin' comes out. I can make up a couple of surreal things, but I also want to major in portraits as well. But the faces never come out looking realistic, no matter how hard I try. I feel like I'll never be able to make anything beautiful.
This has nothing to do with my age, either. It doesn't matter how old I am. Or that I'm only 12. I have been drawing my whole life, so with as much practice as I've had, I should be at a higher level. But im not, I feel like a failure.

nothing new.